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Lady Gaga Opens Up About Rape, Pain, Trauma And More

Lady Gaga for Elle

Lady Gaga for Elle

33-year-old Lady Gaga is baring her pain and trauma to the world in a bid to encourage others like herself.

The ‘Shallow’ hitmaker is the cover star for the December 2019 issue of ELLE USA and in a sit down with media mogul, Oprah Winfrey, she holds nothing back.

On rumours that she and her ‘A Star Is Born’ co-star, Bradley Cooper had a romantic affair going on, she says:

“Quite frankly, I think the press is very silly. I mean, we made a love story. For me, as a performer and as an actress, of course we wanted people to believe that we were in love. And we wanted people to feel that love at the Oscars. We wanted it to go right through the lens of that camera and to every television that it was being watched on. And we worked hard on it, we worked for days. We mapped the whole thing out—it was orchestrated as a performance.”

On saying goodbye to her character, Ally, from the film and winning an Oscar, she says:

“Well, actually, the character of Ally stayed with me for a long time. I had to relive a lot of my career doing that role. I don’t know how you feel when you’ve acted, but for me, I don’t view it as filming a movie. I film it as living the character, and it’s a moment in my life, so I relived it all again, and it took a long time for it to go away. When I won the Oscar for “Shallow,” I looked at it, and a reporter asked me, “When you look at that Oscar, what do you see?” And I said, “I see a lot of pain.” And I wasn’t lying in that moment. I was raped when I was 19 years-old, repeatedly. I have been traumatized in a variety of ways by my career over the years from many different things, but I survived, and I’ve kept going. And when I looked at that Oscar, I saw pain. I don’t know that anyone understood it when I said it in the room, but I understood it.”

Lady Gaga for Elle USA

Lady Gaga for Elle USA

Opening up about being raped repeatedly at 19, she revealed that she suffers post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). She tells Oprah:

“I have PTSD. I have chronic pain. Neuropathic pain trauma response is a weekly part of my life. I’m on medication; I have several doctors. This is how I survive. But you know what, Oprah? I kept going, and that kid out there or even that adult out there who’s been through so much, I want them to know that they can keep going, and they can survive, and they can win their Oscar. I would also beckon to anyone to try, when they feel ready, to ask for help. And I would beckon to others that if they see someone suffering, to approach them and say, “Hey, I see you. I see that you’re suffering, and I’m here. Tell me your story.”

The Oscar award-winning entertainer went on to admit that she “was a cutter for a long time.” According to her, she used to self-harm as that was the only way to tell people that she was in “pain” but she eventually realised that talking to people about her emotions stopped her from intentionally injuring herself. She says:

“There really isn’t. I’ve actually not opened up very much about this, but I think it’s an important thing for people to know and hear: I was a cutter for a long time, and the only way that I was able to stop cutting and self-harming myself was to realize that what I was doing was trying to show people that I was in pain instead of telling them and asking for help. When I realized that telling someone, “Hey, I am having an urge to hurt myself,” that defused it. I then had someone next to me saying, “You don’t have to show me. Just tell me: What are you feeling right now?” And then I could just tell my story. I say that with a lot of humility and strength; I’m very grateful that I don’t do it anymore, and I wish to not glamorize it. One thing that I would suggest to people who struggle with trauma response or self-harm issues or suicidal ideation is actually ice. If you put your hands in a bowl of ice-cold water, it shocks the nervous system, and it brings you back to reality.”

Lady Gaga

Lady Gaga for Elle USA magazine

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